Saturday, March 2, 2013


The Church of Nihilism welcomes Sister Revay who has spent several years working in pornographic films from simple straight sucking and fucking to S&M and piss films. She has livened many parties by wandering about naked and sitting on the laps of male and female admirers. She has also enlivened these same parties by being willing to suck off nearly anyone with the guts to take it out of their pants in a room full of voyeurs (and I humbly number myself amongst the number of the sucked). The greatest interest to me is her complete fascination with drinking the piss of huge numbers of men. She doesn't like sex with women so much (although she is willing to do it professionally) and she doesn't like pissing on people so much (although I have seen her do it). Nope. Her thing is to open wide and have her mouth filled with golden gleaming streams of urine flowing from any willing and able cock (belonging to a man who has had an AIDS test). Revay loves piss and for that I nominate her for sainthood in the Church of Nihilism.


The Church of Nihilism welcomes all those brothers and sisters who contribute to our every growing, beautiful and bitter understanding of the emptiness of existence. We welcome those who puke on this vile world and who dare to spit in the face of the "happy robots" who refuse to face the reality of the hideous void of culture and civilization and life itself. Scientific and artistic explications of the extent of filth in the world are all welcome. Come one, come all to the circus of despair. Spill your tale of lost love, betrayal, cheating, lying, stealing, rape, murder, genocide, the eradication of enemies and weaklings...feel free to embrace the finality and efficiency of the Nazi ovens or the evisceration of pregnant women such as that wrought by the followers of C. Manson. Speaketh your mind as you please and use your words to rub people's faces in the dirt.

Saturday, August 11, 2012



And yet she will suck it because that is the way these things work. When somebody beats the fuck out of you and says, “Suck my cock or I’ll cut your fucking throat,” then you suck the fucking cock unless you have some crazy death wish. She will suck it and he will quickly cum down her throat because she’s crying and squirming and choking and puking and that turns him on. And when he’s finished, he’ll clean the cum off her face with a steady shower of piss.

“He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”


Then fell on Merlin a great melancholy;
He walked with dreams and darkness, and he found
A doom that ever poised itself to fall,
An ever-moaning battle in the mist,
World-war of dying flesh against the life,
Death in all life and lying in all love,
The meanest having power upon the highest,
And the high purpose broken by the worm.

Merlin and Vivien

Alfred Lord Tennyson 


I couldn’t replace you. How could I ever fucking replace you? how can you ever again find the amazing perfection of finally experiencing everything you wanted with a woman you were in love with for a dozen years before you ever touched her? What feeling is left after losing so much except the most bitter desolation? Desolation that has clouded and ruined relationship after relationship with replacement pieces in the big puzzle. Relationships with women who were wonderful in their own ways. Women who were sexy and satisfying and intriguing and angry and funny and warm and charming but not           YOU!!!!!!! just not you…….

I curse the fucking world that has brought me to this pass. 50 years old and living without love in spite of having every opportunity but being dragged back into the bitter, beautiful, painful, awful, desperate LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU.

Monday, July 9, 2012


Welcome to my nightmare
I think you're gonna like it...

The church welcomes brother H.G. Wells into the fold for his deep understanding of the inherent monstrosity of the human being. After years of flirting with a kind of aristocratic vision of superior intelligence that could guide human life to some higher state, Brother Wells came to realize that humans are diseased animals lusting after security and power and ready to inflict misery on each other at the drop of a hat.

It's the stubborn beast flesh creeping back!!!

His is the House of Pain!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

pissing on the dead

Much has been made of the incident where a group of Marines apparently pissed on the dead bodies of some Taliban fighters. There is much to criticize in the actions of these Marines but for the most part, Western journalists and armchair moralists and bloggers like myself are not qualified to make criticisms.

No matter how rational you try to be, you are speaking from a position of someone who just went to Starbucks for a coffee and sat down at a computer in a peaceful warm office where no one was shooting at you. The opinions of such outsiders just don't matter that much. We might take the opinion of military officials a bit more seriously but they too are mostly paid stooges once they reach a certain level of power. They simply can't say what they really think.

Some people have made the usual complaints that such actions have tainted the view of Americans in the Islamic world and that this action puts Americans in more danger.

There is no way to heighten risks for American soldiers. Those risks are already heightened. The Muslim "warriors" already desecrate American bodies. They already hate Americans with their very being. Pissing on dead Taliban soldiers does not make any difference except in the realm of easily manipulated public opinion in the coalition countries. The outrage is taking place amongst people who already hate America.

That doesn't mean the action of the Marines wasn't wrong. It was and most Marines and others would know better. But it is important to realize that most people have no frame of reference for what those soldiers are going through and that the people who are screaming about it in public have nothing important to say and nothing really to add. They're just the voices of the perpetually outraged shrieking out their same sad, boring tune with the usual depressing regularity.


Rep. Allen West (R-Fla.), a former Army lieutenant colonel, sends THE WEEKLY STANDARD an email commenting on the Marines' video, and has given us permission to publish it.

"I have sat back and assessed the incident with the video of our Marines urinating on Taliban corpses. I do not recall any self-righteous indignation when our Delta snipers Shugart and Gordon had their bodies dragged through Mogadishu . Neither do I recall media outrage and condemnation of our Blackwater security contractors being killed, their bodies burned, and hung from a bridge in Fallujah.

"All these over-emotional pundits and armchair quarterbacks need to chill. Does anyone remember the two Soldiers from the 101st Airborne Division who were beheaded and gutted in Iraq ?

"The Marines were wrong. Give them a maximum punishment under field grade level Article 15 (non-judicial punishment), place a General Officer level letter of reprimand in their per son nel file, and have them in full dress uniform stand before their Battalion, each per son ally apologize to God, Country, and Corps videotaped and conclude by singing the full US Marine Corps Hymn without a teleprompter.

"As for everyone else, unless you have been shot at by the Taliban, shut your mouth, war is hell."